Dear 2012!

Dear 2012,

I adore you. I love that you didn't hold 2011, and 2010 for that matter, against me. In you I found a fresh start. I've learned so much that I don't even know where to start! Between my faith, relationships with friends, and school I have been from cloud 9 to what felt like ground zero. The common denominator from each situation is that I learned a lesson that life is sure to test me in come 2013.

This time last year I was just picking up the pieces from what I felt was the most tragic time of my life (dramatic, i know). I've learned that God's timing heals all. I am so grateful that I was able to experience the fullness of you. Two too many family members of mine passed away this year. In the midst of grieving I was taught that my next breath is not promised. Every conversation, every smile, everything has to be purpose-filled and productive.

I'm not going to bore you with a list of what I've accomplished or a list composed of things that I have utterly failed to achieve. Though I wish I could say some things differently or completely avoid some situations altogether, I am choosing to reflect on my time with you only to prepare for a more prosperous 2013!

So, I guess this is goodbye. I'll never see you again, and though you were lovely I'm not sure I want to! I have wisdom to attain, goals to reach, and lives to touch. I know that we only have 23 hours and 49 minutes left together, but could you pass on this message? Tell the future that I'm ready!

So Long,

Diamond